Undead Alice

You wanna die, and yet you can’t, so why
Don’t you just feed on me so you can stay alive
The both of us are the only sane ones here
Although your voice is heard by people far and near

I wanna hurt myself and ask you how
I breathe in happiness and breathe out poison clouds
A perfect junkie hooked on big ideals
Isn’t it great that we’re the only sane ones here?

Wanna see you, but I don’t really want to
But not seeing you puts me in a bad mood
Conflicting emotions click
This is really torture

Lately I’ve been hating all these butterflies
So I'm asking you nicely to die
Before I kill you myself

So live your life out, it’s fine to cry out
Be free to break it, and be afraid 'cause
This love is weak, so let’s just bury it deep
Forget it happened, laugh and stop, we’re getting too deep

It’s way too easy to hate, you see
You weigh me down with love, but that’s the way we’ll always be
For your smile that’s vanishing
Undead, dear Alice darling

It’s as I thought, the more I chase my dreams
The more the thought of you starts breaking at the seams
Endurance, sacrifice, it’s all the same
Turning you gently with these hands so full of stains

I tried so hard to keep you good and free
But it just made you break up even more it seems
This love’s a frozen moment kept in time
Turn up the heat, I say, this is the hundredth time

Wanna be good baked in every instinct
Wanna be bad is basting in its own sick
Conflicting emotions click
This is really torture

Lately I’ve been living out a white lie
So I'm asking you nicely can I die
Before I murder myself

So live your life out, it’s fine to cry out
Be free to break it, and be afraid 'cause
This love is weak, so let’s just bury it deep
Forget it happened, laugh and stop, we’re getting too deep

It’s way too easy to hate, you see
You weigh me down with love, but that’s the way we’ll always be
For your smile that’s vanishing
Undead, dear Alice darling

I thought that we could stay
Forever in this dream we saw together
But it was all in vain
When I can’t call your smile to mind, I can’t remember

It’d be a lie to say
That this could all be over if we just restart
Ah, this is such a pain
[It’d] be better if you sliced open my chest and crushed my heart

So live your life out, it’s fine to cry out
Be free to break it, and be afraid 'cause
This love is weak, so let’s just bury it deep
Forget it happened, laugh and stop, we're getting too deep

It’s way too easy to hate, you see
You weigh me down with love, but that’s the way we’ll always be
For your smile that’s vanishing
Undead, dear Alice, be

It’s all the same to me!

This pain is awful, but I won’t just die from it
Our time is over, but I won’t give up just yet
The shame is making sorry harder to say
But even we’ll look back this way and laugh at it all one day

Is wrong, it’s not right. So which is right?
Is it belief or grief that is keeping you alive?
For your smile that’s vanishing
Undead, dear Alice darling