Be Perfect

I'll run away
'Cause I ain't like other guys
They have better lives
And I only have my shitty mind
They enjoy love
Win every fight they have
I lose even if I don't do anything
I just waste my time

Wish had a friend
A guy who could help
Improve my mind and help me
Stop hatin' myself, oh well
Think that I can't
Win in this life. I'll go to hell
'Cause I heard many things about my defects everywhere

I wanna know what I need
To do to can have self-esteem but I can't
I just hope you understand

I need to know that I'm different in my way, yeah and
Sometimes I don't feel so good, it's correct
I can't be defeated by my mind and
I need to know ain't gonna be perfect

Need to scream loud
Because I wanna be fine
It won't help me, but I am trying to feel better
Should kill myself
'Cause seems that nobody'll help
I'll be with you, but then you ran away, goddamn, oh well

I'll leave this world
And nobody will know
The reason for what I did when I went to the world of dead
Maybe I'll be fine
Doing this, won't feel anything
And seems that nobody will care about my bad feelings

I wanna know what I need
To do to be feeling better but I can't
I just hope you understand

I need to know that I'm different in my way, yeah and
Sometimes I don't feel so good, it's correct
I can't be defeated by my mind and
I need to know ain't gonna be perfect, but
I don't know if I will be fine, so
In the meantime I'll try to improve my mind and
I'ma think I'll be better than my past self, and
I need to know ain't gonna be perfect

They have problems
And some of them some worse
So, I don't have to feel bad 'cause is tiny compared to theirs
This makes no sense because
Several people told me: You are worth the same as the others, I don't think so

I wanna know what I need
To do to get over this now but I can't
I just hope you understand

I need to know that I'm different in my way, yeah and
Sometimes I don't feel so good, it's correct
I can't be defeated by my mind and
I need to know ain't gonna be perfect
I don't know if I will be fine, so
In the meantime I'll try to improve my mind and
I'ma think I'll be better than my past self, I
I need to know ain't gonna be

Feeling good if I still thinking like this, waiting someone help
Tomorrow I'll be dead, every thing's shit

I need to know that I'm different in my way, yeah and
Sometimes I don't feel so good, it's correct
I can't be defeated by my mind and
I need to know ain't gonna be perfect
I don't know if I will be fine, so
In the meantime I'll try to improve my mind and
I'ma think I'll be better than my past self
I need to know ain't gonna be perfect