Christmas Time

Come ease my mind
Sit by a flicker between the lines
I'm yours to serve
I've barely touched my glass of wine
To stay awake, to make sure you're fine

Come cheer me up
It's true, I guess
The sound of was lurks down my chest
It's still the same
I'm here again
It's Christmas time, but I'm not okay

My life has been
Blessing and curse
Beneath my skin
My bones disperse
I've never loved
Nothing as much
It's you, my dear, my universe

Breathing is hard
I'm not the same
This voice is tired of calling out your name
I'm glad it's been quite a ride
It's Christmas time
You're not to blame

Don't waste your time
I'll make it worse
No need to try, you won't reverse
This fades away
As it always does
Next Christmas time, you won't be hurt