In Free Fall

Unlock my life, sweating
My hands shivering
Possess my mind, my body
Fever closes my eyes
Invades my being

Feeling like being thrown
From tragic heights again
Only a hand left on the edge

Falling against the stream
Undone my open skin
But all my scars will speak for me

Take me higher than all my senses
Help me stop the pain
Time is squeezing me, it whips me

Infect me as you wish
Fill me entirely, every drop of me
Choke me, heal me

Embrace my inner most understanding
Help me move forward, elevate me
Giving myself to your immortality
But nonexistence

And for the grief I face
It's my cross to wear
I know I'll stand until the end