Rebirth

I give up
I keep this gloomy stare in me
His eyes break through
My mind looking for the truth
I’ve chosen to sail
Without a rudder
In this cruel lifestyle
I need to guide into my head
Reborn to avoid
Dying in this pain

While my world falls down
He deepens my wounds
I stand my pain with false prayers to nowhere
Feeling of disgrace
Colours my dark trail
I don’t feel reaction of this attempt of saving me

Right here, right now
I hear his steps so loud
The light of sun
Submerges me in life
White dressed staff
Welcome my birth
In the middle of sunshine
Whisper my name
Sense of regret
I think I’ll never be reborn again

Now he’s disappeared
Sweating blood and tears
Only a change in my brain
Could me make forget about him
Now my blood is free
Thirst of agony
I can still hear his steps
Over my head and resist

In my loneliness
Light shines in the end
I have changed a cage
For another one in my head
Open gates of fate
Things to maturate
I respect my life
Although I don’t find any sense

Something’s going to break
Deeper in my head
Closer than I see