Awake

For some reason I
Find it really hard
To stay awake right now
oh, yeah
Maybe the pills I took
So I could sleep tonight
Are working way to fast
I can't even think about
All the things that make me same
When I go to bed
It is the everyday fight I have against myself
Maybe the cause it is the lack of someone else

But what can I do
When I forget how to love?
I don't even know
How to live anymore
Please someone out there
Help me out
Before I drown myself in alcohol
Please someone out there
Help me out
Before I take lots of pills and sleep forever

This changes in my life
Are getting old
For some reason I can't let the past go
Don't ask me why I'm terrified
I mean
I hate the news, it scares my mind
Stay away from me, or
I'll just hide in my hole
You better let me go right now
I have a cold
I just wanna stay awake
Avoid the dreams about my mistakes
I don't your company
To stay alone, is all I need

But what can I do
When I forget how to love?
I don't even know
How to live anymore
Please someone out there
Help me out
Before I drown myself in alcohol
Please someone out there
Help me out
Before I take lots of pills and sleep forever

Will somebody save me
If I drown myself in alcohol?
Will somebody miss me
If I take a lot of pills and sleep forever?
Will somebody save me
If I drown myself in alcohol?
Will somebody miss me
If I sleep forever?

But what can I do
When I forget how to love?
I don't even know
How to live anymore
Please someone out there
Help me out
Before I drown myself in alcohol
Please someone out there
Help me out
Before I take lots of pills and sleep forever