Hazy Malaise

I am reeling
Rumbling inside
Cracking ceiling
A mouth to the sky

You get the feeling that you know
But just then it starts to go

I am reeling
Rumbling awry
Fissure feeling
That's loose in my mind

Caving in, out of my head
Leaning in

And I try so hard
But I can't understand
What it is, what is done
What it is, I am numb