Effexor

I think I’m starting to figure out my life
Because the past two years have come and gone so fast I’ve lost my mind
(Well, I guess) That I don’t have time to change my ways in one fucking day
Repeating situations in my head
(What could have I done different?)

But goddamn the day this long life gets the best of me
The medication in my system blindly moves me on
And I’ll look towards a time when I tell myself I’m just fine
I’ll finally find the time to clear my mind
(And piece together what is mine)

I think I want to start again
Shove a knife in my heart (Bleed me out)
I want to feel my innocence
Reborn in me through the honesty of treating everyone I love like a human being
(To spare their feelings)
I want to feel like a human being

But goddamn the day this long life gets the best of me
The medication in my system blindly moves me on
And I’ll look towards a time when I tell myself I’m just fine
I’ll finally find the time to clear my mind
(And piece together what is mine)

So make me, hate me