Overwhelming

I can’t feel a thing
I cut all my strings
Not attached to you
Never wanted too
And
Please don’t talk to me
I don’t wanna hear
All the little things
You have to say to me

And it’s just another part
Of me I hate
My mind just overwhelms
Me everyday
I wish that I didn’t
Feel this way
It causes me to
Disassociate

It’s overwhelming
So disconcerting
They wanna touch me
They wanna feel me

It’s overwhelming
They just keep talking
Don’t pay attention
To what they’re saying

They keep watching me
Won’t stop filming me
Try to get away
To another place
And
Please don’t follow me
I don’t wanna feel
Get away from me
Getting to close to you

It’s overwhelming
So disconcerting
They wanna touch me
They wanna feel me

It’s overwhelming
They just keep talking
Don’t pay attention
To what they’re saying

Didn’t really think that I would be here
Didn’t really feel good for a whole year
Didn’t really wanna have a birthday
Didn’t really wanna live another day

Never really wanna go outside
A ton of pill bottles on my beside
All I wanna do is have a good day
But everyone always has something to say
Are you ok?
Do I look ok?
No I'm not ok

It’s overwhelming
So disconcerting
They wanna touch me
They wanna feel me

It’s overwhelming
They just keep talking
Don’t pay attention
To what they’re saying