Escapism

Em
Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on
 him
Em
All of my diamonds are drippin' on 
him
Em
I met him at the bar, it was 12 or 
somethin'
Em
I ordered two more wines, 'cause 
tonight, I want him

Em
A little context if you care to 
listen
Em
I find myself in a shit position
D
The man that I love sat me down last
 night
D
And he told me that it's over, dumb 
decision

Am
And I don't wanna feel how my heart 
is rippin'
Am
In fact, I don't wanna feel, so I 
stick to sippin'
 D                Em
And I'm out on the town with a 
simple mission
                   Bm
In my little black dress, and this 
shit is sittin'

Em
Just a heart broke bitch, high 
heels, six inch

In the back of the nightclub, 
sippin' champagne
D
I don't trust any of these bitches 
I'm with

In the back of the taxi, sniffin' 
cocaine
Am
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk 
tears, drunk sex

I was lookin' for a man who was on 
the same page
 D                           Em
Now it's back to the intro, back to 
the bar
        Bm                         
To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my
     Em
 old ways

Em                                
'Cause I don't wanna feel how I 
           D
did last night
D                                 
I don't wanna feel how I did last 
   Am
night
Am
Doctor, doctor, anything, please
Am                                
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, 
Em
take this pain away
                     Bm
You're asking me my symptoms, 
doctor, I don't wanna feel

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Em
Toke this joint how I'm blowin' this
 steam
Em
Back to my ways like 2019
Em
Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it
Bm
I got a new man on me, it's about to
 get sweaty
Em
Last night really was the cherry on 
the cake
Em
Been some dark days lately and I'm 
finding it crippling

D
Excuse my state, I'm as high as your
 hopes
D
That you'll make it to my bed, get 
me hot and sizzling
Am
If I take a step back to see the 
glass half full
Am
At least it's the Prada two-piece 
that I'm trippin' in
Em                            Bm
And I'm already actin' like a dick, 
know what I mean?

So you might as well stick it in

Em
Just a heart broke bitch, high 
heels, six inch

In the back of the nightclub, 
sippin' champagne
D
I don't trust any of these bitches 
I'm with

In the back of the taxi, sniffin' 
cocaine
Am
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk 
tears, drunk sex

I was lookin' for a man who was on 
the same page
 D                  Em
Now it's back to the intro, back to 
the bar
        Bm                         
To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my
       Em
 old ways
 Em                                
'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did
        Dm
 last night
 Dm
I don't wanna feel how I did last 
night
 Am
Doctor, doctor, anything, please
Am                                
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, 
Em
take this pain away
                     Bm
You're asking me my symptoms, 
doctor, I don't wanna feel, mm 
(what?)

Em                             
'Cause I don't wanna feel like I 
               D
felt last night
D                                 
I don't wanna feel like I felt 
    Am
last night
Am
Be at peace with the things you 
can't change (last night)
Em                                
I'll be naked when I leave and I 
                Bm
was naked when I came, yeah

Em
Out of reach, out of touch, too 
numb, I don't feel no way
D
Toast up, so what? Street small, but
 it go both ways
Am
So you'll run, yeah, but you'll 
never escape
Em                                
Sunset in the maze (you're asking 
       Bm
me my symptoms, doctor, I don't 
wanna feel)

Em                                
I don't wanna feel how I did last 
   D
night
D                                 
I don't wanna feel how I did last 
  Am
night, oh
Am
Doctor, doctor, anything, please
Am
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me
Em                   Bm
You're asking me my symptoms, 
doctor, I don't wanna feel

Cm                                
I don't wanna feel how I did last 
   A#
night
A#                              
I don't wanna feel how I did last 
   Cm/G#
night
Cm/G#                  A#        
(How I did, how I did, how I did)
        Cm
 Last night

( Cm  A#  Cm )

Cm
Mm, lipstick smudged like modern art
             Cm
I don't know where the fuck I am or 
who's drivin' the fuckin' car
A#
Speedin' down the highway, sippin'

Mixin' pills with the liquor 'cah 
fuck these feelings
Cm/G#
I left everyone I love on read 
(uh-huh)

Spilling secrets to the stranger in 
my bed (uh-huh)
            Cm
I remember nothing, so there's 
nothing to regret (uh-huh)
                Gm           
Other than this 4/4 kick drum 
                A#
pounding in my head