Inhale Water

I inhale water. I sink for a few days.

I'm still waiting, I'm not moving.
I'm gonna push until there is nothing left to lose
give me regret, yeah break me now.
I'm still waiting, I'm believing.
You put your faith and left me here to die!
Help make things clear, just bring me back.

I'm still waiting, I'm still waiting, I'm still waiting!
Put these thoughts to rest, I'm standing my ground.
I'm still breathing. I'm not moving.
I'm gonna cut, gonna change, and I'll never try!
Help make things clear, help bring me back.

I still can't decide
if I'm dead or just not alive.
I want to keep breathing.
just not in my own skin.

I'm still waiting, I'm not moving.
I'm gonna push until there is nothing left to lose.
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I'm still waiting, I'm not moving.
I'm gonna cut, gonna change, and I'll never try!
help make things clear, help bring me back.

I inhale water. I sink for a few days.
I inhale water. Don't find me for days.

I still can't decide.
if I'm dead or just not alive.
I want to keep breathing.
just not in my own skin.

I'll stab myself to death.
I'll die, you won't, and make you wish it.