Consider

I don't know if I will be late
You'll still despise each word I say
I'll try to be different today
It's not that easy for me

I've considered myself a failure
I've considered myself a failure

I don't know how it's meant to be
But I know that there's nothing wrong with me
Lies I tell you'll never hear
It's not that easy for me

I've considered myself a failure
I've considered myself a failure
I've considered myself a failure
I've considered myself a failure

I'll try to
I'll try to see behind for things that I should be
I'll try to
I'll try to even enough to give out equally
I'll try to
I'll try to talk to you but that's no good for me
I'll try to
I'll try to bear in mind the things you say

I've considered myself a failure
I've considered myself a failure
I've considered myself a failure
I've considered myself a failure