Honest

I've been laying wide awake
I have something I have to say
I look at your face, and
I'm ready to cave in

I know I've been waiting
And driving the blade in
There's no easy way to explain
Make it all go away

I'm to blame
I never, I never
I never loved you if we're honest, honest
I know this isn't what we promised, promised
Thought you could be the one I wanted
But you're so far, far

You're not like me, you're too good
Still you want me, I knew you would
I thought it was love, 'cause
Was hooked like a drug, and

But that's enough
I'm calling my bluff
I knew you would want me to stay
But now I'm walking away
Don't you wait

I never, I never
I never loved you if we're honest, honest
I know this isn't what we promised, promised
Thought you could be the one I wanted
But you're so far, far

I never loved you if we're honest, honest
I know this isn't what we promised, promised
Thought you could be the one I wanted
But you're so far, far