Only Darkness Is Real

The Sun will never shine for me
Only darkness is real
The broken child ready to reveal

A reset of the mind is based
On this traumatic youth
I am real

Hide me from myself
Hold me tight
Cause only darkness is real

Death beckons for real
My loyal friend, I raise my hands
You ask me how deep it is
The hole I'm in is bottomless

Hide me from myself
Hold me tight
Cause only darkness is real
It's a necessary evil

No trust, no honor
People are replaceable
Only darkness is real

And after all these years
I feel the painful facts of abuse
It is in the glue of my fear
It's not the fever that's burning me inside
Your cock does

Let us fall into nothingness

Only darkness is real
Only darkness is real
I hope it is the last time we meet
I hope it is the last time

I think you can close them now
The green is fading out of your eyes