First

Nothing is too much, nothing I wouldn’t do
I’d set myself on fire if it meant warmth for you
You had me on my knees calling out for mercy
Begging won’t you love me?
You’d laugh and watch me burn

Mm na na, lesson learned, oh I won’t beg for a love that I deserve
Mm na na, na na, oh this time I’m loving myself first

Why you so surprised I’m with someone new?
My world didn’t start and stop with you
And you’ve been running round wasting my time
You play a stupid game and you win a stupid prize

Mm na na, not this time, I flew across the world
And it knocked you down to size
Mm na na, lesson learned, oh I won’t beg for a love that I deserve
Mm na na, na na, oh this time I’m loving myself first
Mm na na, na na, oh this time, this time I’m gone first

I had so many sleepless nights by your side
Your love became unbearable, I painted all your red flags white
I had so many dreamless nights, I was guilty for all your sins
Your love became a prison cell I didn’t want to live in

Mm na na, not this time, I flew across the world
It knocked you down to size
Mm na na, lesson learned
Oh I won’t beg for a love that I deserve
Mm na na, not this time, I flew across the world
And it knocked you down to size

Mm na na, lesson learned
Oh I won’t beg for a love that I deserve
Mm na na, na na, oh this time I’m loving myself first (this time, this time)
Mm na na, na na, this time, this time I’m gone first, mm na na