Agony

The horrors of my mind
cloud reality
Dark figures play,
tearing my soul

Decent to madness seems inevitable
All seems lost, devoid of hope
Sickness of mentality
Confusions of reality
Insane thoughts
drive my vision
Taking me to the end

Pain of suffering
Is all that keeps me alive
Agony, Misery, Despair
Guide me on my quest

Lost...Alone
Destiny...Provoked
Time Drifting...Senses Shifting
Feelings Gone...Forever Done

Lessons of life never learned
Useless guilt of survival
Tight embrace of emptiness
Darkness dulls the light

Symnptoms hidden behind desolation
The diagnosis never comes
Alive but not living
Hope of tomorrow is gone