Drowning Illusion

(My dear gm, I love you)
Like a drowning illusion
Bleeding my sting, it goes on 'n on
I'm flooding in tears, blind in red zone
Way to wiped out to get me gone

Chocking throat in blood
Soaked face, and now I'm all over the floor
Turning side to side hoping to see your form
Even if it's fake, a ghost up on my torso

Blue bone, red eyed born
Coffin already ready to cup my soul
Heart is not hearting, is living for your love
Even essence got all wounded fallin' for you

Tears running our feet, loving ain't no fear
Ocean's waiting me, and I'm meeting it
Goddess of the sea
I'm walking through the deep
Until is no more air for me

Like a drowning illusion
Bleeding my sting, it goes on 'n on
I'm flooding in tears, blind in red zone
Way to wiped out to get me gone
Hold me up enough, come breathe in and out
Until I'm up on to give up
Lie in tears, my girl, drown in love, my love
Until I'm swimming to drown you

Did you put mark on me?
I can see your name on it
I might die again, I would die again
Just to be kneeling you here
Bleed my being, bleed my being self
Be my leader, lead my head itself
Bid my ego, be the one who sets
Biggest fear or my biggest nightmare

Like a drowning illusion
Bleeding my sting, it goes on 'n on
I'm flooding in tears, blind in red zone
Way to wiped out to get me gone

Feed my feed and do it for your own
Take a treat and take me for your home
Drown me swimming, remind me to hold
While I'm dreaming just to be your love

Like a drowning illusion
Bleeding my sting, it goes on 'n on
I'm flooding in tears, blind in red zone
Way to wiped out to get me gone
Hold me up enough, come breathe in and out
Until I'm up on to give up
Lie in tears, my girl, drown in love, my love
Until I'm swimming to drown you