Die Alone

Let me open up this story
Let me tell you how this goes
Let me paint a little picture for you
Show you the impossibles
That I beat to get here
That I left breathing fresh air
Cause I been cravin' death after death

Even more to deal with
You persevere through the fear
But the feelings that come with awareness
Of who you are as a person
How you handle the damage
That never seems to stop coming
You stop running, you stand with a damn fist
In the air, I am here, never gonna stand
The world is fucked up yeah
How you gonna care now
I been watchin’ I been writin'
Bowin with my hands down
On the paper, contemplatin' how it’s gonna pan out
Do I even wanna know
What the verdict is

Do I wanna watch the show, when it turns to shit
The world burns it keeps turnin' while I'm at the center
Of it hopin' there's enough time to show em my perspective
Watch the whole world fall apart with a smile on
Hopin I got enough time, hopin' I don't die alone (I won't die)
Is it out of my control or can I change the road I’m on
Or better yet everyone's destiny I know
Oh I won’t die alone

You're all sleepin' while I'm screamin’ fuckin wake up
Hope I got your attention now
Hope you're thinkin' the same stuff
Everyone's the same when it comes to dealin' with pain
Cause what it enough it changes you
Then you can't judge
Anybody for the way they act when under so much pressure
So the lesson is you gotta know the ledge before you catch em
Cause that's a healthy load to bear ain't it
I've been holdin' so much weight that, I can hear the angels
Singing hymns and tryin' to warn me
Of the dangers aimed at
My brain that
Devised the same track
That keep me chained at
My ankles ain't that
A fuckin shame

If I could change that
That I'd go way back and
Tell my young dumb face that, if you could only see your life and
The way it's gonna go, then you would know how precious time is
And appreciate the in front of you
Never let the moments pass, hold em like you know they'll last
Never die alone if you can hold 'em like a photograph

Will I die alone
I'd rather die alone
Should I even ask these questions?
Does God even watch my phone?
What am I destined to be
Am I the perk with a fate
For all the things I keep on doing
Can't seem to stop them at all