Final Blow

I live in a world of perennial darkness
My eyes have forgotten the colors of life - no

Pain desperation my only good friends
The only known feelings that fill up my days
Apathy prevails in a life of routine
Nothing's exciting, nothing is worth
Self-destructive spirit, heavy drugs abuse
My brain is slowly dying, i'm just an empty shell
Can't find something to fill the empty abyss of my soul
Never try to change my fate, i've lost every control - no

Always stabbed in the back by the people that i trusted
Any sort of good feeling is forbidden to my soul

Where the fuck is god, where the fuck has gone his mercy
Why he never gave me strength to heal my scars and keep on going

Where the fuck is family, where the fuck is love
Where the fuck has gone my long forgotten peace of mind?

I'll never see the end of this perennial darkness
I'll never see again the colors of life

There's no fucking god, there's no love no friends no family
Nothing more to say, only one thing left to do
Leave it all behind, put the bullet in the gun
My life has come to an end, i'm feeling happiness again

I will just pull the trigger and enjoy my final blow