If I Were Dead

"man is sometimes extraordinarily, passionately, in love with suffering and that is a fact."
-fyodor dostoyevsky

so long
i guess it's so long
i can feel this now
my time
yes it's my time
do you want me now

oh well
you never could tell
'cause you don't know how
you saved me
then you dragged me
all the way to hell

all the times you said
you'd be better off if i were dead
you know you could have walked away
could have walked away

over
guess it's over
and now you're the one
who cares
'cause you're so scared
and you know i'm done

so long
guess it's so long
do you feel this now

all the times you said
you'd be better off if i were dead
you know you could have walked away
could have walked away