If Paradise is Half As Nice

dear friend and executioner
i fear you're too late
note the damage i've already made
painfully recalling all the words you never said
can't take that feeling much more
unless i'm coming up on chemicals and walking on shock corridor
no
show no mercy no more
is there anything worth dying for
you need to learn to forget by remembering a little more
so typically destructive
and yes your judgment is unqualified
i really wish that i could believe you but the truth is never easy to find
and even harder to hide