cant lose what u never had

Wish I could tell you what's on my mind
Never comin' down, think we got too high
Wanna feel your blood, yeah, I wanna see you cry
Used to want your love until you told me

Take all the time that you need to
Stuck in my room, waitin' for us to fall apart
Why do we always fuckin' fall apart?
(Know it's your fault)

I can't, keep holdin' on for you
Yeah, you only fucking come with bad news
Wouldn't ever think again if I could choose to
Don't wanna be here, but I do not wanna lose you
I can see the seams lose
Never ask for help when I really fuckin' need to
Always pull me down, know you want me underground
Feelings that been lost, think they're better never found

And now I really can't stand the thought of calling you
Said all that I can, know there's gotta be a better way
Thought you'd have my back, never saw you as an enemy
Things are getting worse by the day
There's a curse on my name

Tell me what it is you want
Waking up, why won't it stop?
Know it hurts, but I want it to
Tell me what it is you want
Know I'll be here till you're gone
Never thought that I would bleed for you
Never thought we would see things through
Can't keep running, time is catching up to you
And I don't know if it'd be worse if what they said was true

If you're gonna fake it, do it on your own
Still be on the same shit, know you've never grown
Fucking sick of waitin' on you
There's a curse on my name, I'm already doomed

I can't, keep holdin' on for you
Yeah, you only fucking come with bad news
Wouldn't ever think again if I could choose to
Don't wanna be here, but I do not wanna lose you
I can see the seams lose
Never ask for help when I really fuckin' need to
Always pull me down, know you want me underground
Feelings that been lost, think they're better never found

And now I really can't stand the thought of calling you
Said all that I can, know there's gotta be a better way
Thought you'd have my back, never saw you as an enemy
Things are getting worse by the day
There's a curse on my name

Tell me what it is you want
Waking up, why won't it stop?
Know it hurts, but I want it to
Tell me what it is you want
Know I'll be here till you're gone
Never thought that I would bleed for you
Never thought we would see things through
Can't keep running, time is catching up to you
And I don't know if it'd be worse if what they said was true

(And I don't know, don't know, don't know, if it'd be worse)
(And I don't know, don't know, if it'd be worse)
(And I don't know, don't know)
(If it'd be worse if what they said was true)

(If you're gonna fake it, do it on your own)
(Still be on the same shit, know you've never grown)
(Fucking sick of waitin' on you)
(There's a curse on my name, I'm already doomed)
(Uoy rof no 'nidloh peek, t'nac I)