Anhedonia

I wish to try to hurt myself
More faster I'll meet the hell
I wish try to hurt myself
Trying to feel something else

I wish to try to save myself
But I can't move my mouth to tell
I wish try to save myself
I wish try to find myself

I wish try to take away
The chains that arrest me every day
I wish try to take away
My feelings who kill me today!

I was a animal hurt in a jungle of dizziness
Wheel spins and spins and I came back from here
I was a animal hurt in a jungle of dizziness
The cycle returns again and I'm still here

I would like to try to search
Where are the shrapnel, when I broke
I would like to try to search
Wasting the time cleaning my soul

Could you try to survive?
But would you know this is a lie
Could you try to survive?
Inject it right into your mind!

I was a animal hurt in a jungle of dizziness
Wheel spins and spins and I came back from here
I was a animal hurt in a jungle of dizziness
The cycle returns again and I'm still here

This is not the best life, I said!
This is not the best way to leave!
This is not the best life, I said!
This is not the best way to leave!