Changes That I Can't Accept (feat. Asterian Lite)

I that I'd rather stay inside
Not the same
Empty without her

It's not fun anymore
All back to how it was before, but
But if I claimed
That something's wrong
Would you agree?
Or insist I move right on?
But if you said
It's not my fault
Would I agree?
Or let guilt shallow me whole?

Whom I to tell when things have gone amiss?
There's one missing piece-
The one I'd confided in
I sense she's far away
Won't she come running my way?
Can't sleep at night
I'm not one to theorise
Still I can't help but feel
Someone's watching me
Think I'll just hide away
Hope for it to go away

But if you claimed
Something is up
Sure, I'd agree
Though, frankly, I'd rather not
And to my left
A cluttered board
Fears stand correct
Changes that I can't accept

Whom I to tell when things have gone amiss?
There's one missing piece
The one I'd confided in
I sense she's far away
Won't she come running my way?
Can't sleep at night
I'm not one to theorise
Still I can't help but feel
Someone's watching me
Think I'll just hide away
Hope for it to go away

Whom I to tell my fear of what's to come?
There's one missing piece-
The one I had sworn to keep
Eating away at me
Can't you leave me be to sleep?
Things have been skewed
It's not what I'd set out for
Yet here I am
I mourn how things could have been
Can't count the times I've wept
A few changes I can't accept