Clearly Destroyed

I'm so tired of poisons
So tired of numbing your pain
So tired of wanting the things that I know are threatening to me

They tried to make my life empty
So I filled it with things
That could only remind me of what this unhappiness means

Oh, I should have known I was gonna wake up from all of this
Oh, I couldn't tell I was just tearing the things I had sewn
One day I'd wake up alone
And I'd have to go fix
What I clearly destroyed
When I was such a mess

Nobody tried to hurt you
They fucked you up all the same
You were to busy distorting the truth because you couldn't change

I know you're tired of listening
That I don't know what I'm saying
And all the things that we wanted will never come back here again

Oh, I didn't know I was gonna wake up from all of this
Oh, I couldn't tell I was just tearing the things I had sewn
One day I'd wake up alone
And I'd have to go fix
What I clearly destroyed
When I was such a mess

Gonna try, gonna try, try, try