Reasons Not To Die

E A2 C#m G#


[Verse 1]
     E                   A2
I'm sorry the party you threw for me
                          C#m
Was met with such a royal hitch
                     G#
I'm a bitch, I don't mean to be selfish
     E                       A2
You rolled out the carpet to watch it catch fire
                   C#m
It's just another Thursday, my party
  G#                   E A2 C#m G#
I cried like I always do, oh oh oh


[Verse 2]
    E                           A2
You flew here to help clear the mess that was me
                     C#m
Made up of fear and self-hate
                 G#
A stalemate with he-who-shall-not-be-named
E                         A2
You tried and you cried, confessing your grip was slipping
         C#m                        G#
Couldn't help me, you held me, the shadows began to fade


[Chorus]
E              A2
Here's to the ones
                        C#m
The renegades who never run
                  B            G#m
Despite all of my ranting and raging so
E             A2
Here's to the ones
                             C#m
Who hide the bullet from the gun
                     B            G#m
Foot down on all my bullshit but won't cage me in


[Instrumental]
E A2 C#m G#


[Verse 3]
 E                      A2
Despondent, catatonic suicide queen
                C#m
By now I know a screw's loose or too few
    G#
Or worse there's too many
    E
But of course, the dark horse
    A2
You bet all in stride
                 C#m
I hope I'm not a regret, I see sweat
     G#
I'll fight to the finish line
E A2 C#m G#
oh oh oh


[Bridge]
E               A2
   And I get so stuck in my head
                C#m         B        G#m
Lost in all the lies, nihilistic backslide
E                   A2
   And when I can't get out of bed
             C#m                        M
And I see the edge I'm slipping from the ledge
               B              G#m               E
And praying to gods I don't believe in for a sign
A2                       C#m
     Some reasons not to die
B       G#m         E A2 C#m G#
     And there you are


[Chorus]
E              A2
Here's to the ones
                                   C#m
Who stuck in when they should have run
                  B            G#m
Despite all of my ranting and raging so
 E             A2
Here's to the ones
                            C#m
Who hide the bullet from the gun
                     B           G#m
Foot down on all my bullshit but won't cage me


[Otro]
 E            A2
Here's to my friends
                        C#m
All in until the bitter end
                     B
Drink or two to the toast
         G#
Not too many though