My Fault

I know it's only my fault
And I hate it

I'm lost in the music over bullshit
I can't stop from my two cents on a movement
And I know I'm too quick so there's typos
And I scream maybe too loud with my eyes closed

I'm to blame if every word I wrote was lame
Projects that I can't escape
My name can't carry all the weight
All the way

I'm wide awake just trying to be creative
In pain, 'cause I can't sleep

I can't stop what I'm doin'
In a bad spot
I promised I'd write some good shit
Since my last drop
I play hard and I fight hard
I'm a lost cause
Prove it, or I lose it and it's my fault

Been through too many phases
Now that shit don't phase me
I'm lost and I'm ill and I'm faded
Pent up lookin' all angry

'Cause I'm to blame if every word I wrote was lame
Projects that I can't escape
My name can't carry all the weight
All the way

I'm wide awake just trying to be creative
In pain, 'cause I can't sleep

I'm getting sloppy
Shake it off me
(I can't change)
I'm ready, sorry, really sorry
(I can't change)
I'm steady marching in the party
(I can't change)
I'm steady climbing, I feel it starting

And I can't change
I know it's solely my fault
And I hate it
It's not okay
And I won't play
I think of crashing my car
When interstate
And I hate it

And I can't change
I know it's solely my fault
And I hate it
It's not okay
And I won't play
I think of crashing my car
When interstate
And I hate it