The Betrayal

I
Feel betrayed
I
Feel beaten

By my cries
Overheard
By my feelings
Ignored

Shameless exploited and with emptiness
Is the black hole in the middle of my heart
Growing bigger and bigger
The attempt to
Eliminate the train of thoughts
Is the same insanity
To stop its own breath

Teeper creeps the uncertainty
There is no hope only doubt
Deeper creeps the uncertainty
I didn't understand
I didn't comprehend

Where is the rescue

I think it was so near
But now it is further
Away then before

By traveling abroad, I tried to find
The promised fantastic and rich life
But I sold my soul

Stained by my
Virginity
Stained by my
Dreams - I feel humiliated

Captive in a vicious circle
There is no way out
Captive in a vicious circle
I sold my soul