Happy

Drop my body flat into the grave you dug
Go wear the suit that you picked out for both of us
If it makes you happy, if it makes you happy

Yeah‚ uh
I've been tryna find a way to feel like I'm myself
Every single day‚ I'm just ruining my health
You threw off my balance‚ made my life a living hell
But I kept it locked inside, and I never asked for help
What's your attraction with breaking my heart into fragments
And smashing them all into line, like an addict‚ I've had it, I'm done
I'll find my happiness right in the blast of a gun

If it makes you happy
Oh, oh‚ oh-ooh
If it makes you happy
Oh, oh, ooh

I catered to you like a waiter, I'm tired of waiting
I'm tired of all of my time being wasted
On someone who told me to take all the facts and then face them
Every nights an experiment off of the chemicals
You broke me down in the smallest of decimals
Now I'm lost off a blunt and some edibles
Happy without you and feeling incredible, yeah

If it makes you happy
If it makes you, ooh
If it makes you happy

And I'm just like, I'm tired of bending over backwards for people
That just — they don't put in effort
And they don't — they don't give a fuck, they don't care
And nowadays it's like, love isn't even something that's
Worth striving or fighting for, or even achieving
It just seems fake and unauthentic
And I'm tired, and honestly, I'm done