Lost & Confused

I ain't left my house in a minute
Friends tell me that it's wrong
I don't get it

Depression is lurking so I just stay hidden
Haven't wrote a song in weeks
I think that I'm quitting
I ain't left my house in a minute
Friends tell me that it's wrong
I don't get it

Depression is lurking so I just stay hidden
Haven't wrote a song in weeks
I think that I'm quitting
Fuck that

See through my eyes wide open?
Feeling hit the top
And reach my Magnum open
Supply in demand
I just give them the dope shit

Friends switched up
Didn't think that I would notice
So I'm hiding in a house made of glass
I got problems but don't you dare ask

I don't want help
But it's clear I need it
Pathen is leading?
I think it's depleted
I'm shattered to pieces
I'm cryin' while bleedin'
Got anxiety

But ain't no body ask me
'Bout to blow like a flame to a gas leak
Parents left I got no one to depend on
Don't know where all of my friends gone

Now I'm lost and confused
Locked in a room with the drugs I abuse
Holes in my clothes
I don't got any shoes
There's no escape
I don't know what to do

Glass to my left and my right
Look for an exit, a sign
I think I'm outta my mind
Wait, it's the opposite
This is my mind
Pitch black

Where did all my thoughts go
Grab a brush
Start painting like Picasso
Ask what I'm making
L say a facade

Burn down my easel and leave it to rot
Tired of acting like someone I'm not
I take for granted all that I got
All that I got

So I'll paint a door and make my escape
Woke up, tears falling down like rain
Walked out for the first time in months

Pep in my step
I started to strut
The fear will stick with me
I just gotta hide it

I just keep on writin' and vibin'
I just keep on writin' and vibin'
I ain't left my house in a minute

Friends tell me that it's wrong
I don't get it
Depression is lurking so I just stay hidden
Haven't wrote a song in weeks
I think that I'm quitting
I ain't left my house in a minute

Friends tell me that it's wrong
I don't get it
Depression is lurking so I just stay hidden
Haven't wrote a song in weeks
I think that I'm quitting