How Much?

How much passion
Did I waste this time?
How many thoughts
I thought were right?
How much time
I passed suffering?
How many words I said
Thinking they were right?

You built
A new me
You crashed
My peace of mind
You burned my heart
And I still like your way to lie

I cried
But I’m still strong to all
I wasted my time
And nights thinking on
What we would be
What we should be
What we could be

Oh dear
Our time will never die
I will resist
From the will to go
Cause I need you
To make my dreams come true

How much passion
Did I waste this time?
How many thoughts
I thought were right?
How much time
I passed suffering?
How many words I said
Thinking they were right?

My wishes pass me by
My anxiety pushes me down
Your stupid mask pushes me straight to hell
My thoughts scare me
Hold me now

How life can be sweet?
If I still don’t know it all
I wait for you
You wait for me to grow
Even though you say I’m too mature

And the pain stays
The world passes me by
A lot of hims
Yet you’re still on my mind

How much passion
Did I waste this time?
How many thoughts
I thought were right?
How much time
I passed suffering?
How many words I said
Thinking they were right?

So let me go
I’m not afraid anymore
I already lost my mind
But I know it’s gonna be alright
Away from you
I’m gonna be alright