it's too late to keep it together

It's too late to keep it together
Everything's falling apart
It's too late to keep it together
Finally found my feet
Tryna get over all these things I've seen
Feels like I'm drowning at sea

I guess I dove too deep
Tryna keep the peace
Trying hard to find some kind of sweet relief
Tryna be better for me
Tryna be better for me
It's too late to keep it together
It's all just falling apart
Don't know if I'm speaking in riddles

I just wanna speak from the heart
It's too late to glue it together
It's already fallen apart
Don't know if I'm speaking in riddles
Feel like I'm lost in the dark
I don't know if I
Will get out of here
Don't know, I can't see
Past my fear, past my fear

Been struggling for seventeen whole year with this
This pain in my heart, this pain in my bones, it'll never quit
Been suffering hard, don't know if I'll make it alive
Don't know if I'll make it or not?
Don't mean to give up, I've tried
Don't wanna let anybody down but I'm aware I'm the type for it
'Cause I'm the worst, far from the best
I don't fit in society and I'm tired of it

Know if I'll make it from here
I'm done with the shit
I'm so dying to live
I'm dying to live
I'm dying to live
It's too late to keep it together
It's all just falling apart

Don't know if I'm speaking in riddles
I just wanna speak from the heart
It's too late to glue it together
It's already fallen apart
Don't know if I'm speaking in riddles
Feel like I'm lost in the dark
I don't know if I
Will get out from here
Don't know, I can't see
Past my fear, past my fear