Relapse

Feeling all this weight up on my shoulders
I swear these nights keep getting even colder
All these things they eating at my soul
So many things that I gotta let go

I'm not the same
My old ways
Yeah, they gotta go
No more delay
I hate feeling this way
I hate feeling this way

Every time we get closer
I fall right back in my ways
So many times I had fell astray
But I guess I had better days
I said I wouldn't be the same
But I keep feeling all these pains

I promised I was gon' change
But I keep yelling your name
Lost, I don't know where to go
Like I'm wearing blindfolds
Put you after my goals

Feeling all this weight up on my shoulders
I swear these nights keep getting even colder
All these things they eating at my soul
So many things that I gotta let go

I'm not the same
My old ways
Yeah, they gotta go
No more delay
I hate feeling this way
I hate feeling this way

Wake up early mornings just to lay and pray
Falling off my word lord I am so afraid
I need you with me, guiding me day by day
Need all of these pains of life to go away

I'm in a drought
Need to go a different route
I'm in and I'm out
God, I gotta work it out
I'm in and I'm out
God, I gotta work it out

Feeling all this weight up on my shoulders
I swear these nights keep getting even colder
All these things they eating at my soul
So many things that I gotta let go

I'm not the same
My old ways
Yeah, they gotta go
No more delay
I hate feeling this way
I hate feeling this way