Am I The Only One?

I am always the girl at the party who's loud and who's talking
But inside she's doubting herself
And I'm self-sabotaging the life that I want
'Cause I'm close and that's scary as hell

People, please till I can't see myself
And I get the feeling that
They like me more than I like myself
Is that the reason why

I'm showing up happy but sad
A little bit stuck in the past
Maybe too nice to get mad?
(Am I the only one?)
Telling myself I'm still young
Nothing is ever enough
I'm overthinkin' too much
(Am I the only one?)

Oh-only one

I think I'm cute, but not pretty and that's not for sympathy
I just thought I'd tell the truth
I love hard conversations and life's complications
'Cause I've got a whole lot to prove

People, please till I can't see myself
And I get the feeling that
They like me more than I like myself
Is that the reason why

I'm showing up happy but sad
A little bit stuck in the past
Maybe too nice to get mad?
(Am I the only one?)
Telling myself I'm still young
Nothing is ever enough
I'm overthinkin' too much
(Am I the only one?)

Oh-only one
(Am I the only one?)
Oh-only one

Someday I'll stop saying sorry, feel good in my body
But until I figure it out I'm

Showing up happy but sad
A little bit stuck in the past
Maybe too nice to get mad?
Am I the only one?
Tellin' myself I'm still young
Nothing is ever enough
I'm overthinkin' too much
(Am I the only one?) (ooh)
Showing up happy but sad
A little bit stuck in the past
Maybe too nice to get mad?
(Am I the only one?) (ooh)
Tellin' myself I'm still young
Nothing is ever enough
I'm overthinkin' too much
(Am I the only one?)