I am always the girl at the party who's loud and who's talking But inside she's doubting herself And I'm self-sabotaging the life that I want 'Cause I'm close and that's scary as hell People, please till I can't see myself And I get the feeling that They like me more than I like myself Is that the reason why I'm showing up happy but sad A little bit stuck in the past Maybe too nice to get mad? (Am I the only one?) Telling myself I'm still young Nothing is ever enough I'm overthinkin' too much (Am I the only one?) Oh-only one I think I'm cute, but not pretty and that's not for sympathy I just thought I'd tell the truth I love hard conversations and life's complications 'Cause I've got a whole lot to prove People, please till I can't see myself And I get the feeling that They like me more than I like myself Is that the reason why I'm showing up happy but sad A little bit stuck in the past Maybe too nice to get mad? (Am I the only one?) Telling myself I'm still young Nothing is ever enough I'm overthinkin' too much (Am I the only one?) Oh-only one (Am I the only one?) Oh-only one Someday I'll stop saying sorry, feel good in my body But until I figure it out I'm Showing up happy but sad A little bit stuck in the past Maybe too nice to get mad? Am I the only one? Tellin' myself I'm still young Nothing is ever enough I'm overthinkin' too much (Am I the only one?) (ooh) Showing up happy but sad A little bit stuck in the past Maybe too nice to get mad? (Am I the only one?) (ooh) Tellin' myself I'm still young Nothing is ever enough I'm overthinkin' too much (Am I the only one?)