I am always the girl at the party Whose loud and that's talking But inside she's doubting herself And I'm self-sabotaging The life that I want 'Cause its close and that's scary as hell People please till I can't see myself And I get the feeling that they like me more than I like myself Is that the reason why I'm showing up happy but sad A little bit stuck in the past Maybe tonight's to get mad Am I the only one? Telling myself I'm still young Nothing is ever enough I'm overthinking too much Am I the only one? Only onе I think I'm cute but not pretty And that's not for sympathy I just thought that I'd tell thе truth I love hard conversations and life's complications 'Cause I got a whole lot to prove People please till I can't see myself And I get the feeling that they like me more than I like myself Is that the reason why I'm showing up happy but sad A little bit stuck in the past Maybe tonight's to get mad Am I the only one? Telling myself I'm still young Nothing is ever enough I'm overthinking too much Am I the only one? Only one Am I the only one? Only one Someday I'll stop saying sorry Feel good in my body But until I figure it out I'm Showing up happy but sad A little bit stuck in the past Maybe tonight's to get mad Am I the only one? Telling myself I'm still young Nothing is ever enough I'm overthinking too much Am I the only one? Showing up happy but sad A little bit stuck in the past Maybe tonight's to get mad Am I the only one? Telling myself I'm still young Nothing is ever enough I'm overthinking too much Am I the only one?