No One Knows

Cancellin' plans
When I need people most
Grievin' my old life
But I'm not that old
They say, "You look well"
But there's a war in my mind
And I don't get outside much
'Cause the sunlight hurts my eyes

Day by day, feelin' more fragile
And I'm not thinkin' straight
I'm tired of bein' exhausted
And livin' in this state
It's hard makin' sense of this suffering
When I feel like no one knows
What I go through
But no one knows suffering better than You

Can't wait for the day
That I feel like myself
And all this surviving's
A chapter of life tucked away on a shelf
But I find comfort in knowing
That You were human, too
'Cause You empathize when I
Feel ostracized in a crowded room

I've never felt so lonely
And I've never felt so low
But just like You felt in the garden
In Your anguish, cryin' alone
You had to make sense of this sufferin'
Now I have a loving Savior to run to
And no one knows suffering better than You

On this side of Heaven
I may never know
Why some of Your children
Get to the end of their rope
But You paved the way for the hopeless
So I can run to the One
Who felt all that I do
'Cause no one knows suffering better than You

Can't wait for the day
That I feel like myself
And all this surviving's
A chapter of life tucked away on a shelf