Fall Back In Again

It happens over time you never see it coming
Built upon a lie the walls around keep falling
Try not to wonder why you never looked so certain

Falling on a knife never felt so fitting
I'll pay whatever price to keep the room from spinning
I've tried a hundred times but never found a reason

Of all the ways to say what's in your head
I'd never let that conversation end
The loneliness will linger now and then
Don’t fall back in again

Call it compromise, or say you got it better
Another hill to climb that isn't worth the effort
Just need a little time
To get my shit together