Telling Myself

So now's the time you change your mind
And decide that you don't want me
I never thought I'd be the fool
Crawling after someone
Now I'm crawling after you

You closed your eyes before
Just to try to ignore the open door in front of you
You took me by surprise
Like a fish of truth in the sea of lies
But you were the greatest lie of all
I don't deserve this
You don't deserve me
At least that's what I keep telling myself

Even though I cry sometimes
I know in the back of my mind I will be alright
Maybe even tomorrow
I never thought I'd be the fool
Looking for someone
Now I'm looking for someone new
I don't deserve this
You don't deserve me
At least that's what I keep telling myself

Oh, I don't deserve this
You don't deserve me
I can't be lonely forever
I don't deserve this
You don't deserve me
I can't be lonely forever
At least that's what I keep telling myself
Telling myself
Telling myself
At least that's what I keep telling myself
Telling myself
Telling myself
At least that's what I keep telling myself