Trusty

There has been times, even I didn? care.
And it wouldn? even matter if no one else was there.
And trust was just a word; I was far from despair.
Now it? broken trust for my fragile faith to bare.
And now I know it? not you to blame.
Yeah I really know, it? not you I have to blame.
Sitting here in a hole, the sky? lit so dimly.
My mind is spinning confusion, my spine is both hot and cold.
This hole is dark and wet now, it? here I dwell with betrayal.
I? lying face down in the mud, will someone please pick me up?