Cacth My Breath

I wish I could explain just the way it makes me feel
But I can’t tell what is real or just my mind
Playing tricks on me as my head spins like a wheel
True emotions are hard to find

Killing the sadness
Adding fuel to the madness
And I can’t seem to tell is this heaven or is this hell

All my feelings are boxed up
Entangled and strangled to death
I need to get out of this place and catch my breath

The medication is wrong
And I’ve been numb for too long
Chronically low? Shit, I already know
That I can’t handle stress
Let me catch my breath

I'm the master of disaster
Been digging my own grave
Burning the candle at both ends
Standing at the crossroads
Of the path that I’ve paved
Wondering what’s waiting ’round the bend

Embracing the madness
To relieve the sadness
I can’t seem to tell is this heaven or is this hell

All my feelings are boxed up
Entangled and strangled to death
I need to get out of this place and catch my breath