Reload, Repeat

Breaking every bone to get to you
I always lose
Pulling every pawn to make a stupid move
You always choose
You see that I've had enough
A cancer that you spread around
You just wanna take the throne
Even if you're alone

Way back, I started to sink
No tears were shed for me
Was I awake or asleep?
Or just too blind?

We won't blame this on medication
You can say it's the separation
You love the way I keep suffering
Reload repeat
We can fake it for the occasion
Sold your soul you're so complacent
You can't compare
We're not the same
I can't relate
Stay away

I wanna set the tone
Start anew
With no excuse
Known it all along
With nothing left to prove
You got me confused
Can't fix a memory
That ends with misery
I know it's hard to see
There's nowhere left to go from here

I can't explain, the way that I think
It's like a bullet to my brain
I'll help you pull the trigger reload repeat
Few shots of lead
Straight to the head
Round for round
Ill trade with death