Lazy

Kinda wish I never loved you, but I did
Family's always first
And all the praise you gave me, bullshit
All the words that you said were a mirror looking back
It's a mirror looking back

I'm only what you want me to be
A puppet without a string
And when I find a way to break free
I'm a liar, a quitter, you'll never hesitate
You'll hurt me to my core

I dunno if I'm crazy
I dunno if I'm dumb
I always thought I was lazy
Cause every second you yelled it through my door
I thought you knew I was hiding
I wish you knew I was scared
The whole world is lying
So grab a ride and take it as it comes