Vanish

Feel like I got this weight on my shoulders
Admit I been caught up and trippin I just keep losing focus
Don't think I can hold it no more
Tell me whats this all for
They waiting for my downfall so I stand tall

Ain't nothing new
My bills over due
My mood is blue
But I'm pullin through
So hard to keep my cool
Wish life had a manual
My food is filled with chemicals
This shit they feed me

I'm treated like feces
Sick of the misleading
So back up!
You bouta get body slammed
I'm past giving a damn (damn!)
Does anybody understand
All these issues at hand
Me and my clan do what we can
To keep these walls from caving in
Running low on patience and I can't pretend

Sometimes I feel like I'm buried alive
Maybe I'm locked and confined
Caught in a tide
What can I find
To get through the night
This time I know I'm buried alive
Entombed and enshrined
Caught in a tide
What can I find
To get through the night

I feel like I got this weight on my shoulders
Admit I been caught up and trippin I just keep losing focus
Don't think I can hold it no more
Tell me whats this all for
They waiting for my downfall so I stand tall
All hope restored
Don't be so quick to write me off
I'm not the one you wanna cross

Refuse to take another loss
They won't admit it but they need me
Here they wanna see me
Vanish
Extinguished from this planet
They wanna see me vanish
I will not vanish
They wanna see me...