That Was a Lie

You told me that you always told the truth
And that was a lie
Because you told me you were trying to be rid of her
And that was a lie

You made the gesture of pushing her away
While secretly letting her stay
Because that was a lie
That was a lie

I had my arms wide open ready for an embrace
But then you stabbed me in the chest
Instead you spat in my face
You know I couldn't help hear
With all your rot and grief
I know that place is a lie
I did not want to believe

You told me that you always told me thе truth
And that was a lie
Because you wantеd me to be open with you
You told me a lie
You made intimate, you lead me to your bed
And then you drew a gun, cocked it right to my head

You said you had so much love for me
But you just couldn't let it be
Because that was a lie

How about a little truth?
What's it gonna be for me and you?
How about I tell it straight?
Let’s talk of hurt and sick and hate
Let's talk about the way you make me feel
And I’ll try this time to make it fucking real

How about a little truth?
What's it gonna be for me and you?
How about I tell it straight?
Let's talk of how you make me hate
Let's talk about the way you make me feel
And I’ll try this time to make it fucking real
And you made me feel like mortal sin
You made me want to just give in

But I will never be as cold as you
I will never be as cold as you