Sceptic

I'm blamed for normal life
I want to get away from shadow and cry
My frozen heart is like a stone
Is like a stone on the depth of lake

Sadness is my normal feeling
Night is a day for me

I'm slave of a mortal things
Sacrificed to the northern winds
Dark boat of my sceptic life
Is floating away to a paradise

I talk to myself
I think about the end
Death is my only friend
Evil is my only choice

I stand on the edge
I wait for the end
Death's my destination
My way is going to hell