Sacrilegious

Gloomy on sunny days, shadows no house or trees
Prayers not close to me as I bow down and take a knee
Hell goes far as the eye can see, hoodies and weaponry
Naïve to being free, locked up, we chasing keys
How ya eyes investigate us, while we look up to entertainers
Ball players, pistol bangers, big brothers, uncles, uncles
Betrayed by a lot of homies, all my friendships stay on shuffle

Huddles, steady find a plan, spread evil beyond the land
As I clench down upon this trigger, the burn fucking burn
Every step to getting deeper, survival my main concern
Marinating in satan's sweat, take a sip of this holy water
Hoping God still keep me blessed, with a dark shield for my armor
Promises man I promised, none of them goals accomplished
Promises man I promised to be loyal and honest

Promises man I promised, lied on separate occasions
Promises man I promised, my promises is aging
Hennessy what my system like, feeling like superman
I might crip tonight, I bring loss to life
A gruesome site, look who done got involved
It's no different from wars, it's kill or be called upon
Feeling teary eyed, thinking I've gone too far
Ask God for forgiveness, shit I doubt he heard me at all
They say clean your hands before you eat, rinse your sins with prayer
But I've done did some things I don't think I could ever wash away