The First Day of Winter

The days are shorter now but
You remember now i just wish that you weren´t remembering
That way you´re gonna kill
Yourself everything is gray
Everything is not okay and i
Can´t talk to you until i see
Some light and that could
Take some time the snow and
Cold keep me inside i mark
The days off on my calender
I´m doing time the first day
Of winter´s here and it´s
Going on thirteen years now
And it makes me wanna go what
Happened to you you used to
Be so beautiful how did you
Slip so far how did you end
Up strung out after all this
Time it doesn´t matter now
Start from the beginning now

You´ve got another chance and
I´ll always forgive you i
Will and pretty soon we´ll go and don´t you hate that
Fucking life the one the
Assholes of the world always
Romanticize the first day of

Winter´s here and it´s going on thirtenn years now don´t
It make you wanna go the days
Are shorter i hope you´ll
Remember that i´ll always be

There whenever you´re ready
To start from the beginning
But time is moving fast time to get off your ass clean it
Up and get out and get on

With it now and keep on
Trying and i´ll wait for you outside i´ll meet you where
We planned and we´ll keep
Moving there´s still time the
First day of winter´s here

And it going on thirteen
Years now don´t it make you
Wanna go