Who Saves The Savior

You did good, slick
It's a smash
Pimp them sluts, break them hoes
Ridin' clean, smoke your dope
Pimp them sluts, break them hoes
Ridin' clean, smoke your dope
Pimp them sluts, break them hoes
Ridin' clean, smoke your dope

Everybody tryna' save me, what the fuck is there worth saving?
Touch that holy water, start to burn up like I'm Satan
You can never hate me like I hate me
That's a fuckin' promise
Beg my mom and dad for once, just please
Please get honest with me
Walkin' round with my back knifed, prayin' to a glass pipe
Chewing fentanyl, wishing that it be my last bite
Mentally, I'm suffering emotions that I struggle with
Feeling that I'm not enough from trauma when I was a kid
I'm shedding tears as I'm singing this
Blow my head off and id me with a fingerprint
Am I everything you dreamed of me as a kid?
Reduced to broken pieces just to play with as you wish
No, I'm so sick of fucking faking
Taking medication, only time I feel okay
Oh, just stay the fuck away, stay the fuck away, stay the fuck away, stay the fuck away
Throwing money at my problems, this here a new bottom
Promises of change, paint my face with looks of solemn
Straight l's in my column, back to back to back to back
Have you ever loved someone, but way too fucking scared to get attached?
Feelings of abandonment, always fail to manage it
Dress it up with diamond chains, money, hoes, and mansion cribs
Way too scared to have a kid, could I even handle it?
Always dreaming of it till my family bring me back to here
Right here in this moment, hey, it's me, the doormat
Been blessed with all this shit just to not even enjoy it
No, I don't wanna go on anymore
Life been so different since my paw paw left this world
I often wonder if he's proud and I'm not sure
Who could love what I've become?
I'm sure no one

Pimp them sluts, break them hoes
Ridin' clean, smoke your dope
Pimp them sluts, break them hoes
Ridin' clean, smoke your dope