Conscience

I want to get away from here
It really hasn’t been my year
I wasted the best version of myself on you
Can’t get out of this routine, sleeping in till 2

Broke my back just to hold you up
Now I'm drinking from an overfilled cup
I want to disappear but not stop living
Take a few years, start a new beginning

I wonder how you feel is your conscience still light?
Does it eat up at you every single night?
I should have known, you never really felt right
But it doesn’t stop me from thinking bout how you held me so tight

I don’t think you realise how badly you broke me
And sometimes it feels like I'm choking
But I guess nothing lasts forever
Oh, nothing lasts forever

Broke my back just to hold you up
Now I'm drinking from an overfilled cup
I want to disappear but not stop living
Take a few years, start a new beginning

I wonder how you feel is your conscience still light?