Materialistic

The me I loved but forget how to be
Trekking through fog so carelessly
I'm rotting in bed, get me out of my Head
Somebody find me please, I'm falling to my knees

Read a page a thousand times but absorb no material
Why do I only care about the things that are material?
Desperately trying to find
Problems that aren't mine
To keep this off my mind

Found something to love, but It doesn't love me
Tracing my skin, holding when I breathe
Only bones is what I want to be
Hold me close and I'll break you'll see

Let me sink through the earth
Let me expire
Start to think this all I desire
And If It kills me
I'll be on TV
Where all the
Little girls learn
Who to be

Read a page a thousand times but absorb no material
Why do I only care about the things that are material?
Desperately trying to find
Problems that aren't mine
To keep this off my mind

Found something to love, but It doesn't love me
Tracing my skin holding when I breathe
Only bones is what I want to be
Hold me close and I'll break you'll see

Wasting all my time
On problems that aren't mine
To keep things off my mind (to keep things)
Wasting all my time on problems that aren't mine
To keep things off my mind

Read a page a thousand times but absorb no material (yeah, yeah)
Why do I only care about the things that are material?